Random Thoughts (It's Okay Not to be Okay)
Today is 08th Dec 2023 and it's 00.02 when I wrote these words. Though I am tired, but pouring out my feeling in the form of words, it's really calming. I love the night. I'm falling in love with the night. Calm feeling. we have no obligation to do something. Everything starts to slow down. Quiet, peace. I love this ambience. I can let my tears down. I can let my feeling up to the surface. Sometimes, I feel like a robot, with a bunch of to do lists that never ending. So many things to do. So many things to achieved. I need a space for myself to be a real human, with all my feeeling. Not only to do lists. Not only meeting the deadlines. Today, I read one of my post and it makes me cry. All my feeling seems come to a surface. And, I can't hide. My tears down and I let it. I am just human. We can laugh and we can cry. Photo by Louis Galvez on Unsplash Well, this is a super random writing in the midnight. But, I just want to tell myself, "Hey Helen, it's