Random Thoughts (It's Okay Not to be Okay)

Today is 08th Dec 2023 and it's 00.02 when I wrote these words. 

Though I am tired, but pouring out my feeling in the form of words, it's really calming. 

I love the night. I'm falling in love with the night. Calm feeling. we have no obligation to do something. Everything starts to slow down. Quiet, peace. I love this ambience. 

I can let my tears down. I can let my feeling up to the surface. Sometimes, I feel like a robot, with a bunch of to do lists that never ending. 

So many things to do. 

So many things to achieved. 

I need a space for myself to be a real human, with all my feeeling. Not only to do lists. Not only meeting the deadlines. 

Today, I read one of my post and it makes me cry. All my feeling seems come to a surface. And, I can't hide. My tears down and I let it. I am just human. We can laugh and we can cry. 

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Well, this is a super random writing in the midnight. 

But, I just want to tell myself, "Hey Helen, it's ok to cry. Your feeling valid. That's makes you a human, completely. 

And if today, you are tired, wants to cry, sad, miss someone, feel regret, that's okay. It's okay not to be okay. Let's embrace it and come back stronger. 

Good night! ^^,